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我所观察到的抑郁者以及慢性情绪低落人士，似乎都善于给自己构建一个幻想世界，并把自己和自己所构建的世界包裹在厚厚的黏液中，作为与现实世界的隔离带。

外界所有的信息输入都要先努力穿过这层艰难阻塞的黏稠保护膜、然后被其中作为“上帝”的自我用于给幻想世界的建设添砖加瓦。

我们经常沉溺于第一人称叙事之中，像是“暴露癖”一样疯狂展示自我灵魂深深浅浅的方方面面，在社交媒体上大量“自我”幻影们的尖叫合唱中走向疯狂。

然而做自我世界的主人公并没有提升幸福感，与自我迷恋相伴的是自我疏离。与这个第二人称以及第三人称的现实世界和解，应该是走出困境的唯一途径。

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天根我

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和解也要看是怎么和解，能维持好现实里的平衡或者说别人眼里能正常生活就足够了…自我梳理自我恋爱自我厌恶这是没办法的事情。而且你说的，展示自己灵魂，这绝不是一件容易的事情，在网上找群体抱团取暖很简单，但真正想让人听你说话是很难的。我倒是乐于展示自己，可是得到的反馈实在是很无聊

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趁机推歌（

而我好像坐落星球暗面反复沦没不断坠陷
\n牵引着我或放逐着我的为何都少一点坚决
\n远离群星独自熄灭
\n无人注视才最安全
\n不得才不失其实没所谓
\n自卑一体两面

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