{"topic":{"id":13771,"title":"高考算不算一种 PTSD","slug":"topic","categoryId":4,"createdAt":"2024-10-28 11:56:51.444109","bumpedAt":"2024-10-31 02:30:01.045805","views":514,"postsCount":32,"highestPostNumber":32,"likeCount":51,"closed":false,"pinned":false,"pinnedGlobally":false,"pinnedAt":null,"pinnedUntil":null,"isBanner":false,"excerpt":"竞选学习委员的一个女孩子曾经在班会上说： “河北高考特别卷，我每天早上六点钟就起来，晚上十二点才睡” 我其实刚开始听到这话的时候是有点诧异的，虽然我知道河北高考也很卷，我自己也是从某高考大省走出来的不知道各位是怎么看的","deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"category":{"id":4,"name":"谈笑风生","slug":"general","color":"25AAE2"},"author":{"id":5151,"username":"Soyo34325","name":"Soyo34325","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/9d/e5/9de500d3afb55c0fe71e319832f2af75532222efe94bd3de9aea21f0f5c55707.avif"},"tags":[]},"posts":[{"id":42190,"postNumber":1,"raw":"竞选学习委员的一个女孩子曾经在班会上说：\n“河北高考特别卷，我每天早上六点钟就起来，晚上十二点才睡”\n\n我其实刚开始听到这话的时候是有点诧异的，虽然我知道河北高考也很卷，我自己也是从某高考大省走出来的\n\n不知道各位是怎么看的","cooked":"

竞选学习委员的一个女孩子曾经在班会上说：
\n“河北高考特别卷，我每天早上六点钟就起来，晚上十二点才睡”

我其实刚开始听到这话的时候是有点诧异的，虽然我知道河北高考也很卷，我自己也是从某高考大省走出来的

不知道各位是怎么看的

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ぜーんぶ弾けなーい！

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高考确实挺折磨人的，我那时也是早上六点起，凌晨不知道几点起😭

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——發自我的手機

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一考定终身很难不 ptsd ♾️

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哎，确实

我还认识一个复读了两年的朋友 🫥

一直没上本科线，今年还在复读

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ぜーんぶ弾けなーい！

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这哥们真是块儿读书的料儿

祝他高考成绩节节高升

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——發自我的手機

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他其实也挺传奇的

他爸妈属于老来得子，对他特别宠

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ぜーんぶ弾けなーい！

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那可真是传奇

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他妈也是中学老师，他初中是在他妈的学校读的

我印象最深的是班主任批评他，然后他不服气，和班主任吵，他妈妈就护着他，最后和班主任撕破脸

后来不得不转学，去到私立中学读书

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ぜーんぶ弾けなーい！

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\n\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t可樂不是真樂，post:1, topic:13771, username:Aicnal:\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

\n\t\t\t\t\t

\n
我每天早上六点钟就起来，晚上十二点才睡
\n

\n\t\t\t\t

我高中的时候傻逼得很，高一军训被虐了，导致的 PTSD 让我当时发狠，自学什么数学和物理竞赛，凌晨 2 点睡觉。结果在高考写数学的时候，因为心理素质问题，简单卷子只考了 $\\lt 120$ 分去你交。

现在看来都是傻逼的行为，包括本科时候卷保研，结果课内大多数学的东西没什么 🥚 用、现在干的事情高中生都能干。整天破防自甘堕落。

我是傻逼中的傻逼。

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没有人教会我们如何追求幸福

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人生很多时候一步错步步错，因为人的经历决定了人的思想，整个是个跳不出的圈。

exploration 没 explore 好，导致 exploitation 的时候 exploit 了错误的东西，error 不断叠加直到人生的终点。

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至少开发交大门不是高中生就能干 🥰

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好多高中同学怀念高中时光还想回去，不知道是如何思考的。再让我读一个月都要吐了。

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错误的，我没有开发 discourse，充其量能看懂一些 discourse 插件代码并根据需求进行混合/修改，以及调试并修复一些简单 bug

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\n以前我喜欢看 RL/CV 领域的 paper 和代码，现在能看的最长的文章是 CNN 新闻和 cn.{nytimes.com, wsj.com, nikkei.com}

我估计跟 2022 年底感染 wuhan virus 导致非常严重的症状有一定的关系（我要感谢 SinoVac（科兴）和国药 boost dose），感觉像是一个人生的拐点

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强者恒强，给子女规划好路线，出国读书，出来以后挣大钱，同时拥有一个健康的体魄

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