{"topic":{"id":13565,"title":"人生是很长的线","slug":"topic","categoryId":4,"createdAt":"2024-09-25 03:56:25.335189","bumpedAt":"2024-09-25 15:07:33.749296","views":247,"postsCount":12,"highestPostNumber":12,"likeCount":3,"closed":false,"pinned":false,"pinnedGlobally":false,"pinnedAt":null,"pinnedUntil":null,"isBanner":false,"excerpt":"最近知道 lz 的同学保到交了，这个朋友高考小失常，去了 211。 lz 首先是很佩服她，觉得她付出了很多，最后终于如愿。也想到自己，保本校。其实有小的挫败感，好像没有成为更好的人。我没有办法再上一个层次的学校，虽然知道已经很好了。我走了一些弯路，那不是弯路，我没有放弃过变好。卷是没有尽头的，也不一定会更幸福。但这是某种执念，我仍没有完全摆脱。觉得人生无常，时间线是拉长看的，一个点的得失决定不了人生。比较不能带来幸福，但我还是不自…","deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"category":{"id":4,"name":"谈笑风生","slug":"general","color":"25AAE2"},"author":{"id":6172,"username":"anonymous413","name":"anonymous413","avatarUrl":null},"tags":[]},"posts":[{"id":40630,"postNumber":1,"raw":"最近知道 lz 的同学保到交了，这个朋友高考小失常，去了 211。\nlz 首先是很佩服她，觉得她付出了很多，最后终于如愿。也想到自己，保本校。\n其实有小的挫败感，好像没有成为更好的人。我没有办法再上一个层次的学校，虽然知道已经很好了。\n我走了一些弯路，那不是弯路，我没有放弃过变好。卷是没有尽头的，也不一定会更幸福。但这是某种执念，我仍没有完全摆脱。觉得人生无常，时间线是拉长看的，一个点的得失决定不了人生。\n比较不能带来幸福，但我还是不自觉比较。 :mask:","cooked":"

最近知道 lz 的同学保到交了，这个朋友高考小失常，去了 211。
\nlz 首先是很佩服她，觉得她付出了很多，最后终于如愿。也想到自己，保本校。
\n其实有小的挫败感，好像没有成为更好的人。我没有办法再上一个层次的学校，虽然知道已经很好了。
\n我走了一些弯路，那不是弯路，我没有放弃过变好。卷是没有尽头的，也不一定会更幸福。但这是某种执念，我仍没有完全摆脱。觉得人生无常，时间线是拉长看的，一个点的得失决定不了人生。
\n比较不能带来幸福，但我还是不自觉比较。 😷

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其实有小的挫败感，好像没有成为更好的人。我没有办法再上一个层次的学校
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🥲深有同感

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比较不能带来幸福，但我还是不自觉比较
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🥲 🥲 🥲

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😭原来不是我一个人

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用学历的上升定义“成为更好的人”是有偏颇的，不过我也不能完全摆脱这种执念。

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😭 😭 😭

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去更好的学校不等于人变得更成功了。

世俗上的成功十年二十年
\n也不等于之后走向成功的终点

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啊，这个同学是把交当作保底了，他大概率去浙大了。

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有点明白，我眼光或许再长远些，谢谢你 🙂

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我觉得能活着就已经很成功了，人生确实是条线，有点起伏很正常，只要不突然断掉就好了。

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好的，谢谢 xd 😷

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